... And almost nothing has happened. Yep. Still in exactly the same situation I was in the last blog. Still doing the following:
Looking for a decent job.
Trying to get people to actually come to Energy Commission shows.
Working on film projects for free.
Not having money.
There were at least some pluses:
Got my license back.
Ankle finally feels good again... Sort of.
Played more shows (not to anyone, but getting gigs is a plus).
Filled in a few nights doing pizza delivery for dad while he got some paid time off work (therefore I got to keep the money)
And some minuses:
Have spent around $700 on my car in the last two weeks and still need to pay for rego, RAC renewal, brake pads, and a very good servicing. There goes another $700 odd dollars and I don't have any more work to cover it.
Am fighting crippling depression at prospect of never working in any of the creative things I am good at (everyone else in my immediate family has horrible depression, so I'm pushing shit up a hill).
Haven't had a decent idea that I've actually had the resolve to flesh out in quite some time. Too many sketches in my head.
So, I'm still utterly confused as to what I should do. I really don't think my soul would survive in a genuine pleb job, and if I keep taking a scatterbrain approach of doing whatever creative thing comes to mind I will probably end up nowhere. It may be time to pick something and absolutely focus on it.
There you have it, readers (one can hope that there's more than just one - yes mum, I'm sure you read this). That's the last two and a bit months. Anyone got employment for me?
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