Hmm, quite.
So, I have some heavy shit in my head at the moment, but it's probably stuff that's going to stay in my head for a little while.
On top of that, I'm starting to think I'm floundering in my workload, and becoming less motivated to finish stuff I started. New projects become old projects, and then new projects come along and I'm far less motivated to work on the old ones. That's OK, except sometimes those projects aren't mine. Sure, I signed up to work for free and the old adage 'you get what you pay for' applies, but if you agree to work on something and take an enthusiastic approach at the time, people may just put blind faith in your abilities. This means you just have to suck it up and push through despite a lack of interest, because you made it seem like people can count on you.
I suppose what I can say I've learned from this is that there is such a thing as being 'too keen'.
In relation to my last blog, I have mixed emotions about this upcoming job opportunity. Having a steady income is a good thing, but at the same time I am tied to Perth at least for a little while, rather than following life and love over-east.
I suppose this is a lesson in life, and as I mentioned, I am grateful to have life opportunities in multiple places and areas, but decision-making is not exactly my fortè.
Confusion reigns, as always. All I can do is do what I do and dumb it down for the masses.
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