Although in a certain light I kind of look like one.
So, I'm just in general thinking about people that I know and my circle of friends and coming to some conclusions.
It seems that because of study/film stuff that the majority of my social time is spent with film people that I work with. I'm not necessarily saying that this is bad, because I've met some really awesome people from film-based connections.
It just seems that I'm doing all of this stuff and I don't have time for my other friends, which I don't really like It's kind of especially bad because I just feel as if I don't have the energy to hang with anyone I'm not directly involved in a project with. This scares me because I'm quite possibly turning into a workaholic and a permanent bitch to whoever I'm doing stuff for.
I rarely see my family because I'm out all day and I come back then eat and sleep, which is also causing tension because I just don't have time to pull my weight around the house.
On top of that, the time I actually spend playing music is forever dwindling. I'm always out so I can never really jam, and until recently I didn't really have a guitar in working order to mess around when I have a spare few minutes.
Hopefully now I have my acoustic in working order I will be able to spend some time writing and practicing and start getting some solo gigs or just taking to the streets and busking (played an impromtu gig on Wednesday last week and bombed pretty hard due to no practice).
Eh, here's hoping the future is looking up, although I do have 2 projects to finish sound for, this dance project to organise and edit, and my short that I want to get going in early April.
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